Mad Love

"Unless it is mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it is a waste of time. There are too many mediocre things in life: Love should not be one of them."

I am in love. This is the first and last time I will ever be in love. I thought I was in love before, but it turns out that there is no possible way I could have been. Not after meeting Phil. He is undeniably the most perfect man that I have ever had the joy of knowing.

Phil is amazing because he takes me as I am. I'm forgetful; he says it's cute. I'm loud; he gets entertained. I'm feisty; he loves it. I'm opinionated; he is interested in what I have to say. For some reason, he can never get enough of me, and I have never had that before. I am never an inconvenience to him, and he always says I am his #1 priority. He takes care of me and makes sure that my needs and wants are met every second of every day.

There are so many things I love about Phil. He is kind, caring, generous, loving, tender, funny, smart, decisive, manly, sensitive, stubborn, rebellious, independent, relaxed, easygoing, genuine, honest and passionate. There is so much more about him, but there are never enough words to describe him. He is without a doubt the most perfect man for me. He understands me and appreciates me, and I couldn't ask for anyone better than him.

The distance between us is a challenge, but it doesn't stop us from having the best relationship we can have. Technology is a blessing and a curse, but it enables us to connect each night, if only for just a little while. If anything, we see a little bit of how the other lives, and we get a glimpse of what's in store when the day comes for us to be our own family. We are both coming from bad relationships, and have talked about our shared newfound passion for life, and how we just want to live and enjoy it. However, I just have to say that if he asked me to marry him today, I would say yes without a second thought. He makes me want to be a better person and live a better life, and I can't imagine another second without him. He is my best friend, my partner in crime, my biggest fan and my most loyal supporter. I love him with every fiber of my being and am the luckiest woman in the world to have him.

Our love is definitely mad, passionate and extraordinary. Good things definitely come to those of us who wait. I've certainly waited long enough and I have reaped the greatest reward. Phil Towers, you are my one and only. I love you with every beat of my heart, every breath of my lungs, every blink of my eyes and every step of my feet. You are my purpose. I am happier than I have ever been and ever will be, and I can't wait to spend forever with you.